SHERYLCHUA(: ♥♥♥

i can totally forget about my first three months. i know, i've said that i guess that i can't make it into first three months for sure before. but well, no matter how lousy you do, you'll at least hope that the teacher might be in a good mood to give you a few additional marks yes?

the reality, i failed humanities.

i can jolly well start planning my courses for different polys. worst still, my humanities is like F9? i really have no idea why in the world must they include humanities? and no matter how hard i try, i just have no idea on applying the skills to SBQ and linking of the essay.

i'm really starting to think that Os suck big time. i have no idea why in the world must i go through all these stupid memorising of stuff when i don't even think i'll be applying it in my future life. i don't want to be a historian. it's ridiculous.

sorry for complaining about all these lousy school shit that i guess that none of you even want to hear about. anyway, i still feel terribly upset when i got back my results even though i knew i won't do well. my results are atrocious. furthermore, i really feel pretty much disgusted by friends when they are asked about their results and they started saying "aiyah, very lousy lah" and give that freaking upset face, when they DIDN'T even do badly. sorry, but ya, i really hate this ugly side of human nature.

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read david's blog, and yes, you need enough sleep.
just like today, i was having my afternoon nap. & i only slept for like two hrs? and my mom barged in commanding me to wake up for dinner. but well, she did the most irritating thing by switching the lights on and scream when you're like ASLEEP?

this seriously made me real angry and frustrated. some stuff happened and yea, she scolded me? i mean, yes, i'm wrong for shouting that i'm super tired and i really want to sleep. but if she came in and not shout at me to wake up, i would be having dinner together with them somewhere out there now. however, i messaged her "sorry mom". i bet she doesn't even care.

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well, this whole week is a super lousy disgusting week.
i'm really gonna mug for my amath, humanities (though it's the subject that i really hated), and both sciences.

did my "goals" for Os with weijie during physics.
and yea, all are As and Bs. but haha, i think i'm just dreaming, cause humanities,
F9 to B3.

one word,
impossible.

i have noooo idea.

♥ sher

8:21 PM